Protagonist Farahnaz was raised as a boy according to the Afghan “Bacha Posh” tradition and confronted from an early age with a binary structured society and its gender-based role ascription. At the age of 17-20, she is now accompanied through her everyday life in Germany: Farahnaz reflects on privileges that were taken from her and that she has reclaimed; how girls' clothing became alien to her body, how she became alien to herself.